Este es un post que escribí en el 2020 y lo dejé ahí, como borrador... no volví a entrar en el blog hasta hoy y como creo que lo que escribí tiene mucho valor para mí, lo publico. Porque es una reflexión y toma de conciencia de que mi vida cambió mucho, fue un momento de reflexión tras 3 años de intensidad y caos total dentro de mí:
Well, what to say. My life has changed so much since the last post!
I have been considering coming back to post every now and then, because I feel more comfortable writing in a blog rather on other social media, because here you can take more time to reflect (I love reflecting!) and it feels more like a ritual, a moment in which you sit down with yourself and talk to a sort of being that doesn't judge you, and anyone can watch you that's true... but people who read blogs are people that sit down as well and take time to read something that interests them, or maybe not, but it doesn't matter! I take writing in a blog as a sort of therapy.
I have been looking back to my old posts, I almost forgot them... and I am not sure if I like them anymore. I feel like deleting them all! but they are part of myself and that's fine. I regret having deleted the very first ones, I think they were beautiful, I really took time to write my thoughts and they were kind of dreamy, I was really connected to them, they were quite innocent too and represented a part of myself that has changed and it's not here anymore. But they are gone now, oh well! I need to connect with myself again.
I no longer live in UK and that has changed me so much too. In fact I am wondering what language should I use? because I am now living in Italy, and I speak Italian every day but my mother tongue is Spanish.
Anyway, I will talk about my anxiety, my faith crisis and things that I miss from the UK, what I love or hate about my new life in Italy after 3 years, maternity and whatever I feel like posting!
Peace.
